It has been one of those days. Still working on the divorce with the soon to be x. It’s a shame that you can love someone hard and deep for years and then hate them all the same. He and I are having a moment. I have been through so much over this divorce till I’m just tired. I hate being vulnerable, it’s the Aries in me. I’m still in school and not working (well at least not for a paycheck) so I feel like I’m at this man’s mercy. My sister says that I should stop giving him my power but Lawd knows that if I could stop I would. I can’t wait until this is over! I can’t wait until the day that I’m singing Fa.ith E.vans’ song “again” and truly feeling it. Don’t get me wrong, I am thankful for the journey but I am TIRED of the ride.

On a lighter note, I just got the butta whipped and I am feeling sassy!