One bible verse that I always refer to when I’m stressing is “Be still and know that I am God”. Sometimes being still is the hardest thing in the world, especially for someone like me who stays three steps ahead of myself in my mind. But the reality is that God moves on God’s agenda, not mine.

I have so much swirling around in my head till I need a motion sickness pill.

I’m still worried about my finances but I am working on the idea that I can do what I can and well as long as there is no debtor’s prison, I’m okay.

I have great news to report: I was accepted to May.o clinic in Flor.ida to do a one month rotation!!!!! This is a big deal to me right now because it involved an application process that was quite extensive. Now I readily admit that I have had issues in medical school but I will make one heck of a doctor. I was petrified to apply because I had convinced myself that rejection was the only possible outcome. It feels good to be reaffirmed that in less than a year, I will be out in the world as a doc and that I will make it. It’s a scary concept but all I can do is “Be still”

Still working on things with Coach (that’s NG’s new name). It has a number of meanings, I’m too shy to share right now. We accidently had the “I may be moving in a year” conversation (which I had contemplated but wasn’t planning to have for at least 6 months). I have decided to let things develop naturally and not try to interject my neurotic need to plan. We’re still enjoying each other’s company (when we are able to coordinate schedules). Be still…..

And I forgot to tell y’all that as if I don’t have enough going on… I joined the Women’s Chorus at church! I have been praying and wondering what ministry I could best serve in. Funny thing is that when I stopped thinking and just waited, there was an announcement in the church bulletin about orientation for the chorus. Seeing that as a sign, I decided to go. I forgot just how much I like to sing (in groups… no solos for the kid. I am NOT Am.ner.is :) )

Oh well, I guess I should get to getting. I had a military class today and I’m killing time before my long drive home. Coach and I are going out with some of his friends for a birthday celebration so I suppose that I should make a move so that I can make myself look effortlessly flawless.

Until I sit down to write again.. Be Still….