Not much new today. After my little “discussion” with Coach I was a bit drained so I have been in the bed most of the morning. He amuses me. Yesterday he needed an “adult time-out” because our relationship was a bit muddled (or so he says). Me being who I am, I said “whatever, have your time-out and call me whenever”. But instead of this space, I get a thousand text messages and a few phone calls. Can I get some consistency here? I know he was exhausted yesterday because we hung out for a couple hours on Monday but seriously, if you ask me for space, you will probably get it.
Such a study in contradictions. He tells me he isn’t in “relationship mode” but he immediately runs to me when he has an issue. Fear of losing control is my diagnosis. I also think (although he won’t admit it openly) that he is concerned that he is my “rebound” man since he does know about the divorce.
Why can’t people just keep some order in their lives? If you applied for the position of nakedness director in my life, that’s what you are unless you submit a new application!
