I have so many decisions on the horizon.
The biggest one is whether or not to stay in Chicago for residency. As much as I hate to admit it, a big part of my wanting to stay here is Coach. He is really starting to get under my skin and I’m not sure what to make of this “relationship”. He insists on making sure that I know that he doesn’t want to be in a relationship. OK then if you think that, you should act much more casual than he does. I seem to be the first person he runs to when he needs to talk or has an issue. I am taking up most of his free time (what little he has). But I don’t really know where this thing is heading. I’m trying to tell myself to listen for my answers and to prepare myself to be in the best position to do whatever I decide. My problem is that I want to know all the answers before I even ask the questions. It’s also the biggest hurdle in my spiritual growth but it is a problem that I am aware of and actively working on.
I am getting ready to study for a makeup exam. I’ve done well most of the year but this subject just doesn’t really “stick” for me. I guess I’m letting myself get uptight about it when I should just let go and just do my best.
But on a lighter note, the weather here is positively perfect. I thrive on sunshine and I am getting plenty of it. I also have only had to work 1/2 days all week which makes things so much better. 
