My sister is buying a house. A house that is far from where I work and I will have to pay more rent. I may have to go back to my mother’s house. I have at least 6 months before I can afford my own place. Graduation can’t come fast enough for me. I need to get a JOB!

Coach and I are out of sync right now. The wonderful thing is that we are able to talk about it. We have decided that we are both dealing with some personal issues and we are just generally feeling off. I’m glad to be home. He’s glad to have me home. We are still spending time together and enjoying it, but it doesn’t feel like it did before I left town the second time. And that’s okay. I still love being with him and this too will pass.

My car is still acting up. Why not? That’s the kind of week I am having.

But all in all, I’m okay. Life is truly better than it was a year or two ago. I’m almost done with school. I’m getting interviews from the places I’m interested in. I’m in a good relationship with someone who knows that he’s in a good relationship with me. Life has its ups and downs but it’s the sum total of the directions that I need to focus on.