Dear To Whom It Should Concern,
I can’t decide who I’m mad at, you or me? Once again, I expected different. I know I can roll hard and act like I’m okay but come on, you all have known me for YEARS and I’m never as fine as I pretend to be. On the day of my grandmother’s funeral, not a single phone call. Not one text message. Not an email. And some of you I have known since we were 5.
I know we get busy with our own lives and families but you guys know that I consider you family. If you hurt, I hurt. If you need me, I come. Where were you when I needed you?
2007 was a fairly good year for me personally, professionally, and financially. But know this, 2008 is the year of re-evaluation. If you are dead weight, you will get tossed. I don’t care how long I’ve known you or how “close” I think we are. This transition has been going on since 2005. I’m back! The weight on my body is coming off and the weight in my heart is next. This is NOT the first time I have felt this way. Graduation. During the divorce.
You have never seen me go into my hermit phase. Y’all know I am my father’s daughter, when I want to disappear, I’m gone.
If this doesn’t apply to you, don’t get upset. It clearly applies to somebody, or else I wouldn’t have written it.
