I’m back! Never really went anywhere, just wasn’t in a writing place. This might be long so I will try to focus.
- Coach and I broke up. There comes a time when you have to do what is right for yourself and your partner. Things just weren’t working between us. The ackwardness of trying to force the relationship was taking a toll on both of us. No tears, no yelling. Just two adults who realize that they were trying to make something work that may not be meant to be. I’m not really sure where the change happened but over time I have come to realize that I was "making do". Coach is a great guy and a good friend and honestly I wish I could find the right woman for him but I know that she is not me
- The Ass and I are friends again. We talked for 2.5 hours last week about everything from the military to relationships. He’s grown alot over the past 3 years. His wedding is unfortunately postponed right now. I feel bad for him because I know what it took for him to open himself up to the possibility of getting married again. What I found interesting is that when he started seeing her, he was so busy trying to correct all of the wrongs in our marriage that she never really met the real him. He made a lot of changes for her but he didn’t realize that he was only really doing that to exorcise the demon of our marriage. He never really dealt with our divorce because they got together 2 weeks after I moved out. I really missed his friendship
- Residency is going pretty well. I finished my first month of Surgery. I’m surprised at what I remember about medicine after the year off and sometimes surprised at what I have forgotten too. I LOVE my fellow family medicine interns! A great group of people all around. We’re the single class (nobody is married, no kids, no engagements yet) so we’re always down to hang out. I have a new Partner in Crime in my class. We keep each other in tears laughing!
Just thought I would check in. I’ll try to do better. I’m not that busy, just got lots on my mind.
